PLAY MY LIFE

We?

2011-08-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

It's funny that when you have feelings for someone who's not your type at all and there is obviously no return for what you give, but everybody thinks that you two match each other! That's not the reason why you like him but does it mean you two really should be...?

I know destiny sometimes plays tricks on people!!

Leaving

2011-08-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

These people, I have known them for just a short time but they are already like my closest friends. It feels extremely bad when I see them leaving one by one. I understand why, because I also have thought about it.

However I know I won't. There are commitment and promise. There are love and faith. There are also sacrifice and victory. I somehow have realized that this is a new period of life for me and there are challenges that I must take and difficulties that I must overcome. I've never felt so substantial.

Also, to that special person who I stay for and also have thought about leaving for, I want to say that you're absolutely amazing, man! But I know sometimes destiny is meant to be like this. All I can do is wishing for the best of all.

Oh my God! Stoping being emotional, quickly get well and get back to work.

Damn it

2011-07-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm fucking giving up!!! :(

Close to Close

2011-06-19T18:00:00.001+08:00

Time flies. I don't remember what was the last time I said this. There was a time that I thought I was growing up so slowly. Now I can't stop lossing memeories. (My brain is perfectly healthy though)

Lately I have broken a promise that I made to myself so condidently a few months ago. However, I don't regret doing so. I can finally forget that moment and save the words that I was meant to say. It means that something has gone but at the same time something new comes. I sometimes doubt my decision. Anyway I have realized that I gotta put the work in and I'll always get what I give.

Last, I'll always remember to bring the case with me.

All This Time comes up in my mind again. Touching as always.

Oh yeah

2011-02-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

I had enough fun during the CYN holiday. It feels great to have shorter holidays frequently than hellish long holidays that bore me to death.

Oh yeah, one thing: I think I'm IN LOVE... holy hell, hehe.

And that really bothers me.

If tomorrow never comes?

2010-12-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

OMG, this year is gonna pass away soon.

I hate taking exam on New Year Eve, especially early in the morning. How come? Who scheduled this? I wish the person a bad bad new year.

Unexpectedly, there is an invitation on FB. Gathering of secondary school classmates? Holy hell. When I saw some people's faces on the guest list, I was fucking suprised that they're still here. Shit... I mean, whatever. I don't very much wanna see them at all.

Alright, let me get back to the main topic. How has 2010 been like?

I think it's been very short. I can't remember how many I-haven't-got-enough-time times were in the last eleven months. Hope most of the time wasn't wasted cos I feel like I'm wasting it now.

Two plans. The one for academic purpose that I don't wanna discuss. The other one is always the same - having fun during the coming holiday. Well, some of the days will be taken for the former plan so I guess there'll be less than 3 days left. Guys, please response sooner. I don't wanna be sitting around lol

So uh... I always believe tomorrow is going to be better. Happy New Year :) Let's jump into 2011.

My Playlist of 2000s

2010-11-14T21:35:00.003+08:00

(I found this in the draft post section, so I realized I forgot to publish it last year lol)

And It's already been the beginning of 2010s so I look back to the past ten years... What have been always on my lovely playlist?

My Top 10 Albums of 2000s

1. I'd French kissing Ryan Tedder til he suffocates!

Waking Up - OneRepublic
(Released November 17, 2009)

2.The first time I heard "Grace Kelly", I thought Mika was a band lol...

Life In Cartoon Motion - Mika
(Released February 5, 2007)

3. No wonder why I have dreamt of him many times, and every time he had an unexpected identity (a personal trainer?! Holy shit, train me) :p

Futuresex/Lovesounds - Justin Timberlake
(Released September 12, 2006)

4. I still wonder about what the hell is that "thing" she is dressing on the cover. (I think she's just holding a towel)

E=MC² - Mariah Carey
(Released April 8, 2008)

5. He's also my goal. (What do I mean? lol) Well, I think he has the best male voice I've ever heard.

Shayne Ward (Self-titled)
(Released April 17, 2006)

6. Everytime I dance, it is being played.

Everytime We Touch - Cascada
(Released February 21, 2006)

7. "I Don't Feel Like Dancing" scores most of the marks.

Ta-Dah - Scissors Sisters
(Released September 15, 2006)

8. I more like him playing solo than with Matchbox Twenty. Though they are both good.

Something To Be - Rob Thomas
(Released April 5, 2005)

9. Hey boys, you will always be boys.

Black & Blue
(Released November 21, 2000)

10. OK, Gaga is here lol

The Fame - Lady Gaga
(Released August 19, 2008)

The Fame Monster

Conclusion:

2000s is like more than just one decade.

What I've done for the past few months

2010-11-02T23:50:00.001+08:00

I suddenly realized that this blog has been full of spider webs.

Time's passing so quickly though actually it's only been 2 months since the end of my fucking long summer holiday and I haven't been on the track of my original plan of the so called "new beginning".

Well... Here's the situation: I haven't been working a lot so I haven't went out for a while, and I'm going to be half-jobless so I'm going to continue staying at home when I'm free. Oh, that's not news anymore, whatever. Oh yeah, what bothers me the most is that I've got many plannings to be done and decisions to be made, but I kind of don't wanna face them... I always get a bad mood, like when my parents do or say something that really piss me off, and this has happened a lot lately, holy crap.

With all of the unfavourable circumstances, I missed Halloween. I wanna have FUN... dead. Probably I'm gonna miss Christmas too. Yes, btw, please don't ask me for Christmas presents this year, I don't have time to think about what you may need. And if you know what I need, I'd love to get one from you :p

Vooooooooices

2010-09-10T21:41:00.001+08:00

You can change your gender but you can't change your voice. I really envy those people who were born with nice voices. If you've got a nice voice, I'm 99% sure that you can sing well.

I'm attracted to the voices of most of the singers I like. And here are the voices that I love the most:

SHAYNE WARD


He's born to be a singer. I feel like I'm melting in his voice!

CARRIE UNDERWOOD

I think she's better than Mariah Carey. Her voice is warm and happy but Mariah's is a bit too sad.

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

He voice is SEXY, SEXY and SEXY. This man is a symbol of sexiness<3

ROB THOMAS

Can't describe with words. If you've heard of him then you know how great he is.

BRIAN LITTRELL

Sound from an angel, his voice just makes me feel good :)

There are good ones, then there must be bad ones. There's one I especially want to mention here is the lead vocalist of Maroon 5, Adam Levine. I really hate his voice, and don't ask me why!

I'm ready to go

2010-09-03T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hey, it's September already! I'll be very busy in the coming months because many great (and unpredictably bad) things are gonna happen. I need to renew my half-ruined life after this terrible summer holiday lol

First of all, I've got my new semester timetable - no days off during weekdays :( Besides, I'll have to spend a long time attending lectures on Thursday and Friday. That means, OMG my weekends!

Oh it's my birthday coming soon in the 2010s, I'm gonna celebrate it no matter what (I usually don't really celebrate my birthday) because this year is the beginning of a new decade. So it's important! It's on Friday and there's a public holiday before. I supposed to go out on that day but after I'd got the almost imperfect timetable, I knew I'll have a morning lesson at 8:30a.m. on Friday morning so no way, damn it...

And Halloween, Christmas and a whole lot of fun is coming, wow! :D

I think superheroes are all gay

2010-08-15T19:12:00.022+08:00

All of a sudden it came up in my mind lol, so here it goes, and please vote for the best match:p

Batman x Robin (The most classic one, and my favourite one, hehe)

Superman x Captain America (men of the country)

The Thing x The Hulk (You never see them naked even they're so big, curious?)

Wolverine x Spiderman (wild)

The Spirit x Daredevil (what do they do at night?)

Pyro x Human Torch (so hot)

Iceman x Mr. Fantastic (They'll be so HARD sticking together)

Ironman x Magneto

Dr. Otto Octavius x Professor X

I think these are enough...

Sitting around, and that's all

2010-07-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

So, it's been half of a month since I became jobless and I'm sure if this keeps going on, I'll be homeless as well. If you have never experienced how does it feel to be doing absolutely nothing, please forget it and keep yourself busy. I think I'm gonna be a psycho (and then shot by Athena Asamiya "Psycho Ball~~!" lol).

And the real bad thing is I'm losing my mood to do things again. Last time? I don't remember. This time, I clearly know the reason. I think.. I need one more week to recover, or get worse. OH, come on!

Now, somebody hit my head, I wanna get amnesia.

Next time please don't get me drunk. You really broke my heart.

New York, I Love You

2010-07-08T00:37:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I did get back and watch this one. With that combination of directors, the whole thing is totally too shattered. All I can say is that it's a piece of art - whether you love it or hate it, it all depends.

In a commercial way of view, without those names, the film would definately suck. Or probably, it still does. But it's more like a group of artists putting on a show together, an exhibition. They don't care about what people think, just wanna to represent themselves. I can say, if you're a romantic person, you probably will like it, but I'm not refering to those ones without brains, saying that they love what they don't understand.

You know what, at the beginning of the film I thought it was a comedy when I saw Justin Bartha and Bradley Cooper doing that little soap drama scene. Well, funny enough.

And the place is New York City, just one of the wonderful cities in our world. We could have "London, I Love You", "Vancouver, I Love You", "Paris, I Love You", "Sydney, I Love You", "Rome, I Love You", or "Hong Kong, I Love You". Shall we do one next time?

Drama, is always my last choice, especially the romantic ones. Nevertheless, sometimes we have to take ourselves out from Si-fi (God, I love si-fi) and face the reality. Those tiny little things happening in our life may not be noticeable, but that's how we live, isn't it?

You're gonna be fine

2010-06-11T15:22:00.004+08:00

Thank God I've come back from mainland China safely. I didn't sleep well every night not because of I was worried about being a victim of those illegal organ tradings - I had forgot to switch off the water heater before I left home. So that thing stayed on for five days. I was really afraid that when I came back, my home'd become ash lol

I've been waiting for the DVDs of 2nd season of Fringe for so long. Due to my impatience I watched several episodes of the Internet. Oh my God! I was totally shocked and upset that Charlie Francis died. He's my 2nd favourite male character in the series :( BTW my favourite female charaters are 1st: Olivia Dunham; 2nd: Astrid Fransworth and my favourite male character, of course, is Peter Bishop.

Charlie, I'll always love you as my 2nd favourite, You're gonna be fine! T_T

Boring?

2010-05-30T16:11:00.005+08:00

First of all, I love my new blog layout (althogh I only changed the header and colour theme) .

Last night was tough, working for 6 hours felt like working for 6 days. I don't know what kind of event it was. It looked like an art exhibition, but freakily ununderstandable. Boring? It's obvious enough.

The only thing slightly interested me was checking out the guys there cos my sense told me 5 out of 10 were gay, and 3 out of 10 were good looking. So do the math. Though, none of them made me keeping an eye on but there was one who looked like Shia LaBeouf. I couldn't realize at the beginning and just though he looked like somebody.

Poorly I didn't get enough sleep the night before + today's Sunday - my family's home = I haven't been able to take a deep long sleep = Headache^again lol

Plan B

2010-05-24T23:12:00.004+08:00

It's summer again, evil thoughts all come up! Heheheeee

I'm looking forward to having my lovely boat trip in July, happily with you lovely guys. Haven't seen you for quite a while, miss you a lot :) But I haven't planned it out yet, please look forward to it, it's gonna be great, I promise.

Besides, I've been very lazy, working less, staying at home a lot. Not because I've used up all of my allowance (thanks Tim for making me like this LOL), just wanna relax and do something of my own, like making funny videos and graphics of somebody... (Forgive me, that's really fun, and no harm at all:p) Oh ya, I need someone to be my company to do things (what things? You may guess), if you're free and bored, feel free to contact me.

There's still a lot for the plan, but I'll tell you when it's perfectly planned. I'm the spokesman of perfectness, you know that:D

What's wrong

2010-04-27T16:00:00.003+08:00

Recently I've been losing my intention to do things. First loung around then get a headache. Go to sleep and don't wanna wake up. Wake up then get a headache again. Holy shit!

I need a long break. Probably leaving home for a couple of weeks would be good for my mental health. I think I'm gonna be insane!

WTF

2010-03-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

A pregnant woman was dying to watch the Oscar live in the morning. Her dream came true, and her three babies who don't even know what the hell is Oscar died along with her......
...... Because she slipped down and hit her head in the toilet......

That'll be one of the most rediculous news in 2010 lol. So sing along with me...

"Eh eh, there's nothing else I can say!'

GaGa bless them.

Where do these terrible translations come from?

2010-02-23T21:33:00.004+08:00

Which one shocks the most? lol

Black Eyed Peas - 黑眼豆豆合唱團 (Feels like 童童兒童合唱團)
Lady GaGa - 女神卡卡 (Ka Ka Ka Ka...)
Katy Perry - 凱蒂佩芮 (I don't even know this character)
Beyonce - 碧昂絲 (It's not /s/ at the end!)
Taylor Swift - 泰勒絲
P!nk - 紅粉佳人
Kelly Clarkson - 凱莉克萊森
Colbie Caillat - 蔻比凱蕾 (Another difficult character)
Adele - 愛黛兒
Coldplay - 酷玩樂團
Kings Of Leon - 里昂王族樂團
The Fray - 衝突樂團
Green Day - 年輕歲月合唱團 (I thought it'd be 綠色力量合唱團 something like that lol)
Eric Clapton & Steve Winwood - 艾力克萊普頓與史蒂夫溫伍德
Lady Antebellum - 懷舊女郎
Rascal Flatts - 雷可福磊斯合唱團
Zac Brown Band - 柴克布朗樂團
Sugarland - 甜園合唱團
Backstreet Boys - 新好男孩/後街男孩
Kesha - 惡女凱莎 (She's a witch or bitch...)
Justin Timberlake - 賈斯汀提姆布萊克
Rihanna - 蕾哈娜
Air Supply - 空中補給合唱團
Boyzone - 男孩地帶
Girls Aloud - 嗆女生合唱團
Carrie Underwood - 凱莉安德伍德
Daughtry - 道奇樂團
Delta Goodrem - 黛兒塔古德倫
Dixie Chicks - 南方小雞/狄克西女子合唱團 (OMFG)
Jordin Sparks - 裘汀史芭克絲
Matchbox Twenty - 火柴盒二十
McFly - 小飛俠
Michael Learns To Rock - 搖滾麥克 (I thought it'd be 米高學會搖滾樂 something like that...)
No Doubt - 不要懷疑合唱團 (Full of doubts here lol)
OneRepublic - 共和世代 Dreaming Out Loud - 勇敢夢
The Saturdays - 週末女優 (Why 女優...)
Sugababes - 甜心寶貝
Sweetbox - 糖果盒子合唱團
Take That - 接招合唱團 (出"超必"喇...)
Timbaland - 提姆巴蘭 (Sounds like foul language)
Westlife - 西城男孩
Linkin Park - 聯合公園 / 林肯公園
Owl City - 貓頭鷹城市樂團
JLS (Jack the Lad Swing) - 搖擺不定男生 (OMFFFFG)
Jay Sean - 尚杰倫 (Jay Chau's brother...)
Pitbull - 嘻哈鬥牛梗 (@#$%^&*! LOL)

That's enough... dead.

The taste of voice

2010-01-11T22:21:00.005+08:00

Keep thinking...

Shayne Ward: vanilla ice cream
Mika: popcorn
Ryan Tedder@OneRepublic: AirWave (the red one)
Robbie Williams: whisky
Mariah Carey: honey
Rob Thomas: Big Mac
Carrie Underwood: red wine
Justin Timberlake: cucumber
Natalie Horler@Cascada: watermelon
Blake Lewis: roast chicken leg
Jordin Sparks: tomato
Lady GaGa: Bloody Mary
Delta Goodrem: orange
Leona Lewis: marshmallow
Daniel Bedingfield: fruit salad
Natasha Bedingfield: tuna sandwich
Brian Littrell@Backstreet Boys: mango
Nick Carter@Backstreet Boys: tofu fa
Howie Dorough@Backstreet Boys: green apple
A. J. Mclean@Backstreet Boys: mash potato
Kevin Richardson@Backstreet Boys: soda water
Katy Perry: roast sausage
Celine Dion: chili
Nicky Byrne@Westlife: mint
Kian Egan@Westlife: Coca Cola coke light
Mark Feehily@Westlife: fries
Shane Filan@Westlife: cappuccino
Brian McFadden@Westlife: chocolate milk
Jason Mraz: iceberg lettuce
Alicia Keys: Russian soup
Timbaland: dry French bread
Daniel Powter: ice tea
Beyoncé: balsam pear
Ciara: curry
Nelly Furtado: kiwi
Pink: spaghetti
Enrique Iglesias: beef from Yoshinoya
Jack Johnson: cabbage (the green one)
Colbie Caillat: whipped cream
Miley Cyrus: lime
Enya: apple
Madonna: vodka cranberry
Rihanna: onion jam
Mary J. Blige: peanut butter
Whitney Houston: butter

Twelve Dollars Left In My Pocket - Little Tone

2010-01-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

Disc 1
1. Everything's Gonna Be So Hard

2. Can't Love For A Reason

3. With No Friends

4. Too Many Lonely People In The World

5. Niagara Falls, I Love You

6. Princess Disaster

7. Save Every Cent, Spend Every Dollar
8. Twelve Dollars Left In My Pocket

9. All My Bad Habbits

10. Savageness (Feat. Wayne Chan, NOT me)

11. I Don't Love Anyone

12. Everything's Gonna Be So Hard (Forever mix)

13. Foul Language (F^k'em All) *Bouns Track

14. Cut My Wrist *Bouns Track

15. Suiside (Hidden Track)

Disc 2 - Bonus DVD
1. Everything's Gonna Be So Hard Music Video
2. Twelve Dollars Left In My Pocket Music Video
3. Pricess Disaster Music Video
4. The Making of Twelve Dollars Left In My Pocket
5. Suicide Journey - Documetary

Released On 9 Jan 2010

Happy Birthday to Little Tone :p

There will always be a new year

2009-12-31T10:46:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to describe or conclude 2009, whatever. Not into politic but it's getting worse. Care about the environment but it's still getting worse. Worry about my study and it's already been bad lol. Facing a financial crisis and I'm gonna get bankrupt.

Hey hey hey, what's going on? Couldn't it be worse? No no no, the worst is coming, I'm sure... More than this, whatever it is, baby I like days like this.

Hope you all have fun tonight and wish you the best (or worst, if you want) in 2010.

Fucked up

2009-12-26T12:13:00.003+08:00

What a day, what a day, what a day. I turned my healthy life pace into a big big mess. Well guess I just wanted to have fun but don't feel good at all. Anyway I love Christmas, so much.

I am a very light sleeper. I haven't got enough sleep these 2 days. Feels like I'm dreaming all day. To be honest, I really hate people snoring. But you can't control them... and they don't know. I won't hate you if you're a good guy. You know what I mean, hehee.

I still haven't sent any gift out. Time doesn't matter dude, just remember that's your Christmas gift but not new year gift. (Cos I'm sure you're gonna get it after new year lol)

I wanna get that nipple stickers from somebody:p You promised me that, don't forget...

Thank all the right friends in all the wrong places

2009-11-29T19:28:00.003+08:00

Well, you guys finally all didn't come to see the my performance in the final! Never mind. We had a lot of fun. Holy God! I did it with having a sore throat. It was really a big surprise to hear my name being called when result's out.

And I'm looking forward to taking part next year, and seeing Mika again in Hong Kong (waiting for another 3 years again?)!

A little dream about you

2009-11-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

It's been a while that I haven't seen you in my dreams. But this time, oh God! It must be the best kiss I've ever had! You don't know how much I wish it'd be true.

But, my dear friend, I know we're always best friends, better stop my fantasy LOL

3 IN 1

2009-11-16T22:02:00.005+08:00

November's must-have items:

Reality Killed the Video Star - Robbie Williams

Waking Up - OneRepublic

Play On - Carrie Underwood

This is unbelievable! (I cry silently...)

2009-10-15T19:21:00.004+08:00

I put my contact lenses in the case as usually when I went home. Then I accidentally hit it onto the floor. I found the case was opened. 'Oh shit! Where were the contacts?' I put on my glasses at once then I found one of them immediately because it was shiny under the light. But where was the other one? I looked into the box but I couldn't see anything. I searched on the floor again and again (during that my dad walked pass), and then my mum joined my 'rescue mission'.

'How could you find like this? Even it's still on the floor, you probably have already stepped on it!' I shouted. At the same time I gave up. Well it's gone, let it be. So I threw away the one I found before.

'Is it in the case?' My mum asked me. 'I checked, no.' I answered with no doubt. But I went back to the case and have a look then. LOL

IT WAS THERE.

...... Why couldn't I see it with my glasses on when I checked before?

...... Why?

My mind was suddenly empty. I pretended like I'm alright. I didn't say anything. I walked to the rubbish bin. There were dust, paper, cooking waste, lots of unknowns and the smell that you can smell from a rubbish collecting truck. I gave up again.

By the way, I'm the one who clean up the rubbish bin everyday. Never say I'm smart again. I felt like an idiot.

I cried loudly (inside my heart). What a day.

Messing Up

2009-10-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

I slept the whole night and dreamed of everything in my so calling life messing up together. Colleagues became my classmates, classmates became my bosses...

It seems this situation has happened on Monday only. That's why I'm so unenergized on Monday!

Why are they so fucking mean?

2009-10-04T00:52:00.003+08:00

I think everybody knows when to eat - when you're hungry. I hate people asking me to have lunch or dinner when I'm full. I had lunch at 1 and those ass holes forced me to have dinner at 5. That's absolutely ridiculous! Of course I know what's in their stupid mind. Let me tell you, fuck this. There's no way for you to control me.

So if they wanna play the game, I welcome them. But when the game is over, I'm always not the loser.

Quit before you regret.

____________

This is one of the festivals I hate. It ruins the nice beginning of my favourite season.

Thank you all

2009-09-24T20:25:00.003+08:00

Hey, guys! Thanks for all your birthday messages :D Though there's not any celebration, and I've been working since I went home, I'm happy to see them. I know the sms charges quite a lot so next time simply just leave it on my blog, I'll see it!

Well, I still haven't come across any wishes but those you sent me are the best wishes.Of course I wish my dreams would come true lol. For example... haha.

I better go back and keep on working. Thanks again:)

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Yesterday I supposed to get some books from the HKU library. But I guess I really can't get on well with the books that I couldn't find what I wanted, got lost in the university (I think I don't have that part of DNA for reading maps lol) and was totally exhausted. Sounds like a stupid day trip. Anyway, one thing - The guys there are cute... (Don't throw bananas on me!)

Backstreet Boys - Straight Throughh My Heart

2009-09-21T20:20:00.003+08:00

I've already pre-ordered the new album, which will be released in Oct! This is the first single "Straight Through My Heart". Excellent song+video, enjoy it:)

(Can't see the video? Click here.)

Who the fuck did this?

2009-09-19T17:31:00.005+08:00

I just found out the 6th disc in my FRINGE Season 1 was missed. I admit that sometimes I lose something because of my carelessness, but this time I'm 100% sure this is not my fault. I watched it from the first disc, one by one. the last time I watched disc 3, which was 1 week ago. Then I had never touched it till today. I checked on the day I bought it and there were 7 in total, I am so fucking sure.

So now, who did this? It'd be either my brother or dad. My mum never touches my DVDs cause she's not into it. Though my dad isn't into it either, but he's quite a lier and an irresponsible person. He lied to my mum several times about something he did wrong before.

What I can only conclude is. I have to buy a new one. And that's not cheap. Oh God damn it! I'm really really angry and disappointed! It's impossible that it just disappeared. I'm so into this Sci-Fi series but I'm not crazy - I never believe there's such a thing. Someone probably has put the disc to some other place or even thrown it away. How could it be!?

Be a great author?

2009-09-18T20:51:00.003+08:00

Today I suddenly wanted to write stories. I've never studies any literature, my language ability is not good, can't write beautiful words. So what am I thinking of?

Once upon a time...

Break Anotha!

2009-09-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

I guess I've over BROKEN my iPhone. It finally lead me back to the beginning that I gotta restore it again. God knows what a piece of work it is!? NEVER install too many of those strange apps on it. Just like if you have $100, spend $70 and save $30. Though I still don't know which app caused the problem - it couldn't be switched on, just being stuck at the Apple logo screen. Anyway, I'll be very careful.

Now I'm watching 'Sync in progress' screen. At least it's been lasting for more than 30 mins. Could it be just a bit faster?

The Day I Died - Just Jack

2009-09-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

Such a great song. The tone feels happy but when I'm listening, I feel so sad. (Maybe cos of the lyrics and his voice)

Video here

Nice Day

2009-09-05T19:22:00.006+08:00

Went to Sai Kung with Grant today. The weather was really good. The sun shone so brightly (That I felt so hot and kept sweating all the time, both of us did!) with a clear blue sky. That's a picture you can only see outside, in nature, far away from the busy central district.

The whole day was extremely hot and humid. You know I always hate hot weather but I didn't care this time. It's enjoyable:) Anyway we should've worn shorts instead of jeans. They could kill people in that condition!

And the beach there is really nice. Without swim suits, all we could do was walking on it. We saw some people lying on the sand RIGHT UNDER that horrible sunshine, enjoying the hellish sunbath. Grant said, 'Absolutely MAD!' Well those would definitely regret for that. (Oh my skin... :p)

Next time, I should rent a boat and go out to the sea. That's the only way to forget about the hot weather and make my summer holiday worthy.

Dead and Gone

2009-09-01T15:54:00.004+08:00

I dyed my hair yesterday. Today the manager said it's too golden, asked me to dye it back to dark. That's shit. I will make it better but just not black anymore.

It feels strange when you run into your ex, does it. I did yesterday and just pretended not seeing him! XXXX, I gotta forget this again.

Them F__king Thieves!

2009-08-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

I've finally believed there are so many thieves in the store. I lost 2 USB drives. The whole thing sucks. Why are those people so cheap? (My drives are very cheap, models from ages ago)

Now I really have to take much more care of my personal belongings (I always do) during my working time.

And never go to Jusco Store. It does everybody good.

Check this out! The All-American Rejects

2009-08-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

Gives You Hell

The Wind Blows

Songs from the album 'When the World Comes Down'.

Difficult!

2009-08-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

I'm dealing with something called CSS. It's so fucking complicated! But I wanna create a nice design for the blog. So bless me!

I just spent more than 2 hours finding out how to change the background of the page, cool? There'll be much more to be done, hahah!

Cover creation

2009-08-15T12:03:00.001+08:00

Thank you! Designers.

(Can't see? Click this: http://vimeo.com/5989754?hd=1)

Cover creation from Peter Belanger on Vimeo.

I'm giving up

2009-08-08T13:42:00.003+08:00

If we deserve to meet someday, we will. If not, your smile will always be there in my mind.

I love you.

R.I.P. my PC

2009-08-07T10:41:00.002+08:00

What a morning! I found my PC couldn't be switched on. I checked everything (I could), but had no idea. My mum must be gonna say SOMETHING. And everything when there's something wrong with the computer, bad luck will come to me. For whatever sake, please don't!

1/2

2009-07-30T21:59:00.004+08:00

Keep going or giving up? I'm the former but kinda want the latter.

I really, really wanna see him again.

Jordin Sparks - Battlefield

2009-07-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

The new album has been released.

Oh, that sucks

2009-07-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Guess how many things will have been missed in your life time? No answer.

I believe there might be a probability that you can get back what you've missed. It might be very very low, even you try hard. But if you don't, it'll definately be zero.

I wonder where does my faith come from? Sometimes I feel stupid about it. Though, on the other hand, I thank it. Without it, how am I suppose to hold on?

Just take that chance back.

That is not interesting

2009-07-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

F_ _k you :/ What do you expect me to do with this?

That God damn results

2009-07-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

I just found out the exam results have already been released. I totally forgot about the whole thing. Er, well everything's better than what I expected but didn't reach what I want. Should I be happy or what?

I'm not happy. I still have too much to think about, too much! Damn I wish I could install a duo processor in my head.

I need your help

2009-07-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

I know I always think too much.

When he started to tell me the story, I was just listening. Suddenly something crashed into my mind. Was it a warning? Or an implication? I wanna know the answer.

Every time the words get stuck there in my throat, I just can't say what I wanna say. Oh maybe some alcohol can let them burst.

I've been keeping too much things in my mind. I think it's gonna be ok if I don't say anything. It seems I'm totally wrong. I really need to tell him. That's the only way to solve the problem. Poison cures poison. Does it work? I'm ready to cost what it may.

Ya, it's fine

2009-06-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

I fell down from the stairs last week, hit my head, hit my butt and hurt my shoulder. But I'm alright! Though I still feel painful when I walk or run, it's lucky that I'm not lame and haven't become insane.

But if keep working like this, I'll probably be.

Rob Thomas - Her Diamonds

2009-06-08T21:16:00.001+08:00

Waiting for the album to come.

The best is yet to come

2009-05-28T00:39:00.003+08:00

I guess nobody likes to have a tough job. Hey now I have one, not the toughest one I've ever had but the second one.

What hurts the most is my legs and feet. Standing for eight hours is not a joke. Especially for a lazy guy like me, it's just like a punishment. The most important thing is the salary is low. That makes you truely understand making money is not easy. Of course I knew it ages ago. I'm just giving myself some training. The harder the way to get the money, the less easier for you to spend it.

After getting this job, I notice one thing - Hong Kong people really love watching TV.

Money, saving!

2009-05-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

I've got a new job. Can't believe 1 year later, I'm going back to the same place. Though the salary is still low, but at least I know I'll save some money.

One question, where are my dreams? I haven't had any for a while. You know it's fun to have dreams, though they're all freaky. Some of them make me laugh, some make me cry, some make me think. Of course when I see sb, I'll be... I don't know. Feels like everytime it goes on a way that I don't really want. Or when it's really what I want, I always wake up so soon.

I never get the answer.

Probably I've already had it?

Happy Birthday to Grant

2009-05-16T18:50:00.002+08:00

Thank you all, I was really happy tonight. Sorry for not being well prepared.

I would answer all your wishes, if you ask me to.

Grant, I hope all your wishes come true, Happy Birthday!

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Hope you like my present :)

Cheers!

2009-05-11T19:14:00.003+08:00

It feels like I've been taking exams for a month, though I didn't work harder than I used to. No regrets, no! I still have a little bit of luck, I think.

Time's gonna be too much. I gotta plan for everything or I'll waste my holiday, that hellish long holiday. Now I really look forward to Friday night, it must be fun.

I haven't seen Tim for a long time (actually not even a year, why so long?), maybe he's also been taking exams. Hey man if you see this, give me a message, tell me when will you come back and I'll pick you up. Also I need to plan what to do!

Don't let the vest guy takes the girl away, again:p

I haven't been sleeping well for weeks. That makes me having a headache frequently. but really, it's kinda good for me cos I've been going to bed earlier. Good to adjust my body again.

Yesterday, I had a dream which was quite weird. As usual I was in a school with the similar people. While I was on the school bus (Stupid, how could it be? I'm not a primary student), two bitches pissed me off. I became totally balistic and killed many people, and distroyed the school. How? I don't remember. It seemed like some kind of unatural power.

And here came the weirdest part: Everyone then got a piece of paper. It's about different people in different class would be needed to met in a particular time. I didn't have that notice. Later Dino came to me and asked what's my time. I said I'd tell him later. Then I saw Bwing. He, err... kinda wanted to cry. He said, ' School no more, but I've paid the tution fee. Do you?' Haha, of course I didn't. I then asked him, 'Don't you blame me, it's all my fault.'

When he's gonna answer, you should know what happened - my alarm rang. :/

Uh... again, another mistery for me to figure out what does it mean.

ABC's "What Would You Do?" Puts Gay Couple in Sports Bar

2009-04-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

ABC News Tested Americans' increasing open-mindedness, they staged a verbal gay-bashing scenario at a local sports bar in Linden, N.J. They hired an actor to play a homophobic patron. 2 Actors to play a gay couple, played the targets of his slurs. Two additional actors played a heterosexual couple at the opposite end of the bar. Watch!

2009-04-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

When I had finished the quiz and was leaving from KEC, (I think) I saw a classmate from secondary school. The time I looked at him was less than 1 second but I was quite sure that was he - The same hairstyle, which wasn't very neat, and the clothes, which was very untidy. I didn't say hi and kept on walking away. I don't dislike him, just think it's not a big deal. If I didn't meet him today, I wouldn't remember such a person anyway. Well, somebody may think I'm so heartless!

When I was sitting on the minibus on the way home, I smelt a strange smell from the person sitting next to me. And then I realized he was a classmate from primary school. What the hell! He was tidy but I wonder what the smell was?

Song For A Friend

2009-03-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

Well your magic he said but don't let it all go to your head

Cause I bet if you all had it all figured out then you’d never get out of bed

No doubt of all the things that I've read what he wrote me

Is now sounding like the man I was hoping to be

I keep keeping it real cause it keeps getting easier

He's the reason that I'm laughing

Even if there's no one else

He said you've got to love yourself

He said you shouldn't mumble when you speak

But keep your tongue up in your cheek

And if you stumble onto something better

Remember that it's humble that you seek

And you've got all the skill you need

Individuality

You've got something. They call it gumption

They call it anything you want

Because when you play the fool now

You're only fooling everyone else

You're learning to love yourself

(Yes you are)

There's no price to pay when you give what you take

That's why it's easy to thank you

Let's say take a break from our day and get back to the old garage

Because Life’s too short anyway but at least it’s better than average

As long as you got me and I got you, you know we got a lot to go around

I'll be your friend, your other brother

Another love to calm and comfort you.

And I'll keep reminding if it's the only thing I ever do

I will always love you

(It's you i love our love is true

it's you i love

it's you i love love love...)

Climb up over the top.

Survey the state of the soul.

You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying.

Why not give it a shot?

Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up

Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside still rising.

Climb up over the top. Survey the state of the soul.

You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.

Why not give it a shot?

Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up

Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside still rising.

(It's you I love)

Climb up over the top.

Survey the state of the soul.

You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying.

Why not give it a shot?

Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up

Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

What a boring party

2009-03-02T00:09:00.005+08:00

The party was far away from what I expected, quite disapointed, though it's meaningful. No drinks, just a little food (funny food, tomatoes on biscuits!). The music was nice but nobody danced.

This is cool! The man drew on the sand with his finger. Do we call it 'Sand-drawing'? Can you see he's drawing a rose?

Rosemary, she's much more beautiful than what I saw on the photos.

Good luck?

2009-02-22T17:43:00.005+08:00

I don't know why my left eyelid keep 'jumping' today. A colleague said that if it's the left one, good lick will come. If it's the right one, then bad luck will come. Anyway it's just a legend. Nothing special has happened. But it's uncomfortable that the eyelid keep jumping!

I've seen a lot of drawings behind the seats of the mini buses but this is the first time I see one on the bus. How come there are such kind of people who have no social morals? If you want to share your art, I think there are many ways but not like this:/

Time to bake

2009-02-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

Haven't made cakes for a long time. This afternoon I supposed to make a green tea+red bean cake. But that poor supermarket down there is just too small, I couldn't find the green tea powder. So I changed the idea. It finally became a chocolate strawberry cake. I always think chocolate and strawberry are perfect match!

I know I don't have very good skill, look at the top part, I have to cut it away:/

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The decoration is probably ugly.

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Time to eat! :)

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I've always wanted to have a big party where all of the food is made by my friends and me together. It must be fun! The process is very enjoyable (which the washing after that is terrible:p). Unfortunately it's hard to find a suitable place.

What a day

2009-02-15T21:42:00.005+08:00

In such a humid day, I think I have underestimated the power of the germs in the library. My hands have been irritated for the whole day. It feels very, very itchy, no matter how frequent I washed them! :/

Actually I'm a little bit sad with the exam result. Now there is a dirty pot on the big picture!

Poor Yem, she's got a fever, 39'c! But it's still under my highest record which was 40'c. It happened ages ago when I was a little kid. She joked that it didn't make me a genius. I should be very happy that it didn't made me a moron! Since she's been suffering from this, I had to finish the assignment for her. Not the whole thing, just the design part. I really don't understand what's the purpose for a language course to do a design assignment!?

Thank God I've passed!

2009-02-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

I read my exam result of semester 1 this afternoon when I was helping Yem with her homework (again LOL). I'm really really glad that I've passed in Finance&Accounting - a big C! That matches my expectation:) And the other subjects, the results are ok. Although the grades are higher than what I expected, I think I was just a little bit lucky!

Oh, tomorrow is Valentine's Day! Single people don't be sad, cos I'm happy! Just enjoy the life:)

Stay Or Get Lost

2009-02-09T22:59:00.004+08:00

I think recently someone's getting very unrespectful. Every morning I'm waken up by the ringtone. And the volume from the phone is fucking high, which I can clearly hear the conversation. Do you know how annoying it is? And here's the question: who's the person? Who else can it be! It's my brother.

(W=me, A=him, B=the fucking bitch who makes the calls)

(the phone rang, I was waken up*~*)
A: Waai, xxxxxxx...xxxxxx
B: xxxxx! xxxxx!
A: xxxxxxxxxxxx, xxxxxxx...
W: Hey, stopping talking on the phone.
B: xxxxx, xxxxx!
A: xxxx, maybe let me call you when I wake up...
B: xxx! Don't sleep! xxxx, xxxxxxx!
W: I say, stopping talking on the phone!!!
B: xxxx, xxxx.
A: ok, wait...
(Then he woke up, got out of the room)
(But I could still hear a little sound from him, but fucking ignore it, I gotta sleep LOL)

Moron and bitch. I think I really have to warn him. Next time I should put a big note on the door: Turn off your mobile phone before you come in.

Growing Up

2009-02-07T18:00:00.002+08:00

I found the old photos of me which were took a few years ago, they are quite funny! I don't know how to describe the changes on my face. But I can prove that my face doesn't really reflect my age. It means when I'm over 40, 50, I think I'll still look like 30:)

Oh, Flat Life Continues

2009-02-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

Since the Lunar New Year came a little bit early this year, Febuary is gonna be very flat. Oh, there's still one thing I used to worry in this month but now I feel much better. Someone said in the first year, the college doesn't charge any fee if you have to retake a subject.

I didn't really worry about if I've failed in any subjects. Cause I clearly know 80% or maybe even higher the chance I may have failed in Finance and Accounting. What I really worried was the fee! Now worries no more:)

Recently I'm saving up some money (I should have been doing that but, you know what happened before...LOL). Even 'Sales' are everywhere, I'm not interested. I'm not those kind of people who always want to blow all of their money.

And in the coming months, there aren't special days until May, 2 birthdays. They're after the exam so I should be well prepared.

The weather's getting warmer, I start to miss winter.

Sleepless Morning

2009-01-31T10:13:00.004+08:00

On Saturday morning I usually wake up at 10:30, then have my 'breaklunch' (breakfast+lunch) and go to work. Today I woke up at 9. Actually I was awaken at 8 something cos of my cold. Damn my stupid brother that I was infected by him!

And again those medicines seem not to work on me. Highly I have to visit the doctor again. Who pays my money back? You jackass!

Beside this I spent sometime and read my past posts on this blog. Oh dear I think I have to hide some of them! How embarassing they are! But I just don't think people really read those paragraphs, haha. So I don't really worry about it at all. Forget it.

Amazing Day

2009-01-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

I think I'm not a very good organizer but I'm glad I'm not a failure.

With Grant, Florence and my servants, we had a barbecue in Sai Kung. The weather was exactly what I want, just a little bit too windy, so everyone's shiverring most of the time. Especially when I'd drunk some wine, I could feel the speed of lossing my body temperature was very quick (Thanks for Sim's scarf, you saved my life lol).

I did a very stupid thing, but it's worthy. I supposed everyone sang the birthday song together to Ballyee. But they stupid servants just knew a few sentences. It was like I'm the only one who's singing!

And after the barbecue, some of us went to a disco with Grant. And then so on so on (sorry I'm too lazy to type, at least I know the whole thing and that's enough, this is my own note)! When I finally went home, oh, extremely exhaused! Slipped into bed at once:)

I Hate Menopause

2009-01-23T15:48:00.001+08:00

I'm sure when the time it comes to me, I'll be just as normal as what I suppose to be!

I think people do need to learn how to control themselves.

Holiday

2009-01-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

I've been wasting my holiday. I'll be back to school on 20. It's better than staying at home and playing games every day.

Now I have 2 thing s to worry about: the barbecue I've been planning and the new semester. I don't want any other teachers but Grant.

One very most important thing: I have to be very careful about my expenses!

I Wish You Well

2009-01-11T23:19:00.004+08:00

My friend, my dear friend, I don't know what I can do, I just wish you well. You know, a true friend is something you can't always find easily.

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody.

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady.

Put your hand way up high.

We will never say bye.

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins.

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers.

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye.

As a child there were them times.

I didn't get it but you kept me in line.

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes.

On Sunday mornings, and I missed you.

But I'm glad we talked through.

All them grown folk things.

Separation brings.

You never let me know it.

You never let it show because.

You loved me and obviously.

There's so much more left to say.

If you were with me today face to face.

I never knew I could hurt like this.

And everyday life goes on like.

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry.

As time goes by.

And it's true that you've reached a better place.

Still I'd give the world to see your face.

And I'm right here next to you.

But it's like you're gone too soon.

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye.

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done.

And you never got to see me back at number one.

I wish that you were here to celebrate together.

I wish that we could spend the holidays together.

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night.

With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight.

I thought you were so strong.

You'd make it through whatever.

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.

(adapted from Mariah Carey - Bye Bye)

Goodbye the Worst Year

2009-01-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

2008 was quite a tough year for me. Although I don't really like it, I have to thank for it. I've learnt much in 2008.

It's good to know I should quit design.
It's good to change my bad habbits, though just a little.
It's good to find a new goal in my study.

But the best thing I had in 2008 is, I met my new damn best friend, Grant. And also I love all of you, my damn best friends:)

Happy New Year, and good luck.

Hi Here!

2008-12-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm glad to meet Eloy and Adrian, they're very nice. Unfortunately it's just a short night and I was a little bit tired. Never mind, I think we'll see each other again someday. Good luck! :D

And I met Yuki tonight. But we didn't talk much since she's working, with some guys walking around celebrating Christmas. How come? It's already 28th. No, the spirit of Christmas is still here LOL.

I Don't Want to Be Blind

2008-12-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

This morning I made a big mistake. I better said it was an accident, and I nearly got blind.

When I was ready to put my contact lenses on, I used the wrong solution to wash them. The one I used is use to remove the proteins and it should never touch with your eyes. But I messed it with the right one so when I put on the left lens, it burn my eye! I mean the feeling was like burning. Then all of the blood vassels came out, my left eye was very painful and the tears kept coming out.

So I went to have my exam with my glasses today.
And the exam wasn't as difficult as what I first thought, I thank for that.

Also, I'm so lucky that I feel much better now, I still can see :)

Frustrated

2008-12-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

The venue my GE exam being held was the one I went to Shayne Ward's mini concert in January. It's big enough but I didn't know why I felt so unnatural when I was sitting there. During the exam I kept coughing, what the hell?

I've found that I ain't really good at doing revision. The things I didn't get in the lesson are so hard for me to remember them after. Some people who are usually defined as good students are good at that, I know. I'm definately not that kind. Sorry I'm not a good student:(

Not The End

2008-12-10T15:56:00.002+08:00

Thinking back about the tough days in the last few weeks, it's not really tough at all. Now is the beginning of my tough days.

Just a moment ago I was tidying my stuff, all of the lecture notes were quite a mess. It took me about an hour. And then I realized there are a lot of things to study. No, I should've realized, just I was very busy (and a little bit lazy:(...) before.

I met Grant at the exit of the MTR station this morning. I think we have the common sense in time management - just in time. Don't waste extra time:)

Today is the last day of the first semester. I had the role play to do. It supposed to be quite good but... technical problems! I hate it.

I gave Grant the gift after class. I think he'd like it:)

15 Ways To Improve Your English!

2008-12-10T00:12:00.003+08:00

I hope this helps everyone:)

1. Make goals for your learning. Don't make them too hard! E.g. I'm gonna learn 5 new words every day, or listen to 10 minutes of English TV every day. It'll soon be one of your routine!

2. There are some excellent websites for English learning. Here are some great ones to begin. Can you find more?

http://www.learnenglish.org.hk/ (all skills)
http://www.bbc.co.uk/worldservice/learningenglish/ (good for reading and listening)
http://cambridgeenglishonline.com/Phonetics_Focus/ (good for pronunciation)

3. Talk to yourself quietly on the bus. Have some topics to choose from and try a new one each day (e.g. hobbies, family, last holiday...). Try to 'talk' as much as you can and ask youself: 'How would I say that in English?'

4. Listen to people talking on the bus or MTR. Try to understand what they're talking about. Listen to their pronuciation and the little words the use like, 'well, so, really etc.'

5. You can see much English in Hong Kong. Try reading the signs on the road and in the MTR, menus in restaurants etc.

6. Have a vocabulary notebook or word cards in tyour bag. Write new words in it most days. Try to learn them every day. Learn the spelling too! Take it with you on the bus or while you're sitting waiting. Learn a little and often!

7. Choose things that you enjoy reading like magazines or story books. You can buy simple books at most good bookshops. Don't worry if you don't understand some words. Try to understand the most important ideas. Reading is fun!!!

8. Read and listen a little and often.

9. Listen to the radio or TV at the same time every day for a few minutes.

10.Some people like to learn Engluish by listening to songs and reading the text. You can find most texts on the internet (http://www.lyricsfreak.com/ is very easy to use). Try to listen to the pronuciation.

11. Why don't you make a small speaking group with your friends? Meet every week or once a month for a drink and talk only in English. You should also join the British Council Student English Club.

12. Collect stories from the web or newspaper. Underline any interesting grammar or vocabulary you want to remember and then try to use it yourself when you write next time.

13. Get a good grammar book (e.g. Raymond Murphy Essential Grammar in Use (elementary) English Grammar in Use (Pre-int and above). Thereare also good websites for grammar practice.

14. Start writing emails to friends in English. Don't worry too much about the grammar, just enjoy writing to them!

15. Watch films with subtitles to help you understand. don't try to listenng to all the film in English if you are tired. Just watch for a few minutes then have a break.

Finally Done

2008-12-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

I finished the last presentation today. It wasn't as bad as what I first thought although I still don't think I've done well enough. Nevertheless, I'm 50% free now. The other 50% is the exams. So... just try me best.

But I'll never work with THOSE people again. Lazy, irresponsible and... I think it's quite rude to say they're stupid, oh I've said it.

What I want for Christmas is.... a wallet. I don't wanna use the old one that I've been using it for more than 10 years! (But I'm so proud of that it's still about 60% new LOL)

The Damn Perfect Friend List

2008-12-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do with the order:

Grant
Yem
Carmen
Dino
B Wing
Tim
Tik

Temporarily there are 7. Ya I've put Grant on the list recently. There's a common point between all of them: I befriended everyone of them actively. You just don't know what a difficult thing was it for me. I don't mean no one wants to be friends with me (......). In fact I'm not a very active person. I'll be very active when I meet somebody who I really like. I'll try my best to get the one :)

When the day comes with that there are 10 people on my list, then it's perfect! (My little wish.)

Set Me Free

2008-12-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

I've been doing my assignments non-stop these days. It's not a new and special thing but I nearly finish them all. Just one presentation left.

Nevertheless, I'm not gonna be free at all. I have to prepare for the exams, buy the gift and the clothes for my Christmas. I'm very short of money! SOSOSOOOOOOO sad :(

I kinda wanna look for some hot guys LOL. Am I crazy?

No One's Willing To Do, I Do.

2008-11-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

It's been quite an fucking unlucky month that everything has gone wrong. But I'm still alive, fortunately.

If somebody say I've taken too many works by myself, I'll say FUCK YOU SON OF A BITCH. I didn't choose to take them just because no one cares about them. Then who have to do the works? Me. I'm not stupid. But if I don't care either, then I'll be totally an idiot. Just a week left and after the exam I'll be free. I can handle it, I can. I keep telling myself that I can.

On Tuesday, I sneaked out during the lesson. I was sorry for that but I had to cause I didn't wanna spend the time watching the presentations which are not really... interesting at all. It's great to chat with Grant in that time. Anything can be fun. Better than anything! I'm not crazy. Ya I'm not. I have never thought that Hong Kong is beautiful. But while we were sitting beside the window which you can see at the view of the Victoria Harbour, at that moment I first thought it's quite beautiful. It might not because of the angle I looked outside was great, it's Grant, you make it beautiful. Do I exaggerate it? Ha ha.

And he showed me the photos he took a few years ago. Damn :) He's so cute in the photos.

Now I kinda wanna have the lessons that day like 'From the Heaven to Hell'. Then I can have a free afternoon every Tuesday. What a wonderful afternoon.

Bad Luck Comes In Threes!

2008-11-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

I've over spent too much.

I've lost the right eye side of my contact lenses.

My desktop PC has died.

I may not finish the assignments on time.

I feel everything is against me this month. It really sucks! I'm exhausted everyday.

Just this night we lost the singing contest. It didn't matter cause I knew we highly wouldn't get the prize. But I'm still very happen cause Grant said our performance was the best. So for me I'm already the winner. Thank you for coming to watch my performance:) You're the best.

Enya - And Winter Came

2008-11-19T18:27:00.001+08:00

The last must-buy album in this year. Enjoy it with the Christmas!

Wihtout Luck

2008-11-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't say I've been preparing for the singing contest. Actually I haven't practiced a lot. So I failed in the single part. And why could I get into the final because I passed in the pair. But I thought I couldn't. There were just six pairs and I wonderd if they really kicked some of the pairs? Who knows.

Busy Continues

2008-11-10T18:22:00.002+08:00

Am I really disorganised? I always think I am a organised person, because I have my plans all the time. I set up my schedules and I put everything in order, in categories. Everything is so tidy.

Maybe there have just been too many works, not because of I've been lazy or messed up my schedule. Now I've got 4 group assignments that all of them are needed to be finished at the end of this month. And the singing contest, which I've been preparing for, will be held on this Friday. I gotta be a Superman to deal with all of these!

Be Strong

2008-11-03T22:53:00.004+08:00

I saw these 2 posters last month in the MTR station. Well my first feeling was... quite embarassing to say that I thought, 'This guy's quite handsome.' And I didn't read the words cause I was in a hurry to my class. When I was going back home, I passed in front of these posters again so I took the photos.

I didn't what the posters were about at the first time, of course I didn't know the fact, which Nick Vujicic (Oh God how to pronounce this word?) was born without limbs before I searched his name on the internet.

I felt sorry for him, his story and it's a shame that I thought it's the design of the graphic only. His smile's just so shinny (cute!!:D) and never looks like he's disabled. He's a Christian. I'm not. I don't know if his religion has given him power but he's encouraged me a lot.

I gotta be strong although there are and there'll be many problems, difficulties and barriers. I gotta work hard, for the people I love, for him, for myself, for life.

I'm Not Dead

2008-10-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

I finally went to see the doctor. I just couldn't suffer from the illness anymore, it's been more than a month. Different from the medicines I took before, the medicines gave by the doctor were so effective. But I don't know if it's the side effect, I felt dizzy and drowsy after taking them. I think feeling drowsy is okay but how could it be dizzy? I wasn't taking drugs.

Although I've set up my daily schedule but the works seem never be done. I know I was lazy these fews days. As soon as I'm fully recovered, I gotta work harder and faster!

Happy Afternoon

2008-10-22T16:51:00.001+08:00

Well I just had lunch with Grant in the afternoon. It's so funny that he said, 'Hey I know you're rich, you've bought the iPhone, let's see where should we go.' :D Haha, come on, I never look like a rich guy obviously!

We had sandwiches. We talked about the ass kids, and many things:) I found that he eats quite a lot, first a sandwich, which it made me so full but he said he's so hungry and he bought a salad. Anyway told me that one taste bad so he'd eaten just half of it. After that he bought another sandwich in the supermarket and and a pancake for his lunch and after-class. I remembered I used to eat so much like him!

I supposed to prepare something for him, celebrating his one year in Hong Kong. He mentioned before he has to do some special thing to celebrate it. But I've forgotten to ask when's the date and it's today LOL. Well I'll see whether I can get something as a special gift for him.

Fucking Computer

2008-10-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

I don't very much like dealing with computer problems. It takes a long time and I'm not in it, what a big headache it'll be if I can't fix the problems.

Bootcamp is good. But the partition thing is holy shit. It took me a whole day doing the process but it just didn't end. Then I forced it to end with holding the switch button. I wondered what the hell is wrong with the built-in partition fuction. When I used Bootcamp, it just took about 20 to 30 minutes. LOL

This time I reinstalled the OS X Leopardd and Windows Vista since the iTunes has been working with a serious problem, which was when it was playing the songs, it wasn't fluent at all and felt like there's not enough RAM in my Mac. It would be suck if it kept going on like this...
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About my work. Although it sucks everyweek, I gotta endure everything. I wondered why there's such a person who absolutely don't know what is shame. I've been showing on my face that 'I hate you. I'm so annoyed. Fuck you don't talk to me cause I don't wanna talk to you and hear you voice. And your stinky perfume really makes me sick, yuck!'
But he just never stopped. I was very happpy that he's yelled by the other workmates today. Unfortunately I didn't see the whole thing. He's such a bloody fool!

Being In Love Is...

2008-10-16T12:49:00.002+08:00

Being in love is like being on a roller-coaster. - When I see him I'm so high and when I leave I am so blue and grey.

Being in love is like draining your partner's life. - I want everything from him and I'm willing to give my life to him.

It's quite funny too talk about this. I did it on last Thuurday night in my English lesson. But over all there's one thing which is exatcly ture - Love is a force of nature.

Pills

2008-10-08T19:46:00.003+08:00

I've been taking those pills for 3 days but I'm still sick. The words there written on the box say the pill can heal everything when you catch a cold. Now just my sore throat's gone, I still have a stuffy and runny nose. I said I couldn't sleep these 2 days.

You know what, those pills are very large in size, the diameter of each pill's about 6mm. Everytime I swallow it, it feels like it never goes down, just gets stuck in my throat. This morning I nearly killed by it cause I didn't drink enough water. Damn damn damn....

My lovely autumn

2008-10-07T15:23:00.003+08:00

I've caught a cold AGAIN. I'm breathless. I couldn't sleep well last night. I'm not happy now.

I love the weather right now, cool and quite. Feeling a little bit lonely. No, I'm always feeling like that. Bull shit. I start wanting to find someone. Someone to love. I always remind myself to concentrate on my studies, don't think about love too much, don't I? I know exactly what I feel, who I'm think about. I need to make this feeling disappear. He's not for me, although I love him. Because I love him, I need to control myself, don't fall deeper and deeper.

I always try my best to control everything to go on the right way. At least there's no failture.

Hey I'm cold. I need you, hot guys.

My property

2008-10-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

I've just checked my outcome and income. After I did the math, just by counting the money earned by myself, it's -$8xxx. Holy shit! What a fucking negative number. If I can save about $500 a month, it takes 40 months, more than 3 years to recover.

I'm thinking of taking more than 1 part-time job...

Financial Management??

2008-10-03T19:09:00.002+08:00

'Where's my money?' when you're wondering, you don't even know what you have bought, when did you spend and how could you spend all of your money!

I'm not in this situation but almost. It's so sad. I know I don't earn very much. Just by counting on the transportation, nearly half of my salary's used every month. How much can I save? It's absolutely impossible to spend on nothing but only the transportation.

Somebody said there's a way to solve the problem. You need to note down everything you've spent on in that month, even a drink, a candy. At the end of the month you'll find out many things you've bought are unnecessary. Sounds good, that's why I've started to do this since this month.

I've known I need to save as much as I can in the following days. I can imagine how much I need to spend from December. God bless me!

Do You Like Crap

2008-09-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

Just a little remind of this super funny stuff :D

Amazing Night

2008-09-24T18:24:00.004+08:00

It was at the night before my birthday. As I mentioned beofore I'd invited Grant to come. It's a perfect present for me :) I knew more about him, and I gonna be one of his best friend, hopefully!

I'm disappointed about the photos, it's too dark inside.

The effect of this one is quite good, accidentally occured:p

I Said I Didn't Like This Date

2008-09-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

Well it's Mid Autumn Festival again. At this moment I feel like everyone's gone away and I'm the only one left.

I like the food during the festival and I love the holiday (although these three days have become work days). Son of a bitch I still remember the past years what I was doing tonight. I was too naive. I swore I would never go out again in this fucking festival. I've done it. But just I'm a little bit lonely. Anyway I'm fine at all. I wonder what is Grant doing now? Ya, that's right I've got Grant to think about. It sounds like I'm totally foolish but I don't care. Inexorable! Exactly this is the best way to discribe my feeling.

I can't wait 'til Tuesday and Thursday. They are going to be my favourite days! =)

I'm back

2008-09-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

Finally I am back to Blogger. Your design catches my eyes. Now let's start a brand new story again.

I'm waiting for Shayne's trip to Hong Kong on 23rd. It is going to be a great time.